Thursday, November 15, 2007
I'm just affected by some mood swing that came on the way.I shouldn't have said that AND heard that.Then I thought about many things.maybe,it was myself that caused the problem.I keep thinking and thinking about so many things, it seems to be me.There's quite a number of things on my mind.Many things happened,and i can be affected by little actions and words that pop out of the mouths.though they might not seem harmful to you,but in the end different people have different views and for me.it does.i don't like the feeling of being maligned.but,i just don't know how to explain that i didn't.I tried.If it doesn;t work out,then let it be.no one is to be blamed.Recently I'hv been pondering about recent stuffs that happened. And I do things with my instuition. I do,I say all following my instuition.If something has gone wrong with that.Then i'm sorry.maybe different people just have different ways of expressing themselves and not everyone can understand you know.but this is just my method,and theres no need in suiting in to me.
ya,and I think i'm more comfortable in not telling anyone but bottling up. So,don ask me what happened,or try to comfort me.Because I'm not good at expressing themselves and most probably you know,might just end up quarraling and squabbling.I'm trying to be as calm as possible.When you are angry,just turn away,just don talk but think about it,what did you do wrong.and it might just turn out fine in the end.the best is to turn away first to prevent yourself from exploding.its the best way out for me.
this holiday i just feel like isolating myself.I think I'm just used to quietness because I'm the only child.ya,i prefer to be alone actually.its good to be alone, because you can think about lots of things and I LIKE THAT.THATS MY WAY OF EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS.I THINK EVEN MY MUMMY DOESN'T KNOW.nvm...its my style, my way and what i feel like doing.
oh...and,erm,try not to like ask me what happened,because i'm fine now.
and..if possible.no comments on this post.thank you.i'hv said my piece.
school of witch craft at 5:54 PM