Saturday, December 29, 2007
I LOVE 不想懂得；in case you don't know,its the first song at the playlist.ITS A VERY VERY MEANINGFUL song,esp,lyrics.PEOPLE CHANGE;I was clearing all my stuffs and I realised that these 3 years,many people gave me letters,and i did keep them!Looking back,it was so different,I look at myself back then,wah,very different.People do really change,from sec 1 to now. And,the fact is i think that i changed also,maybe..without me realising it,until you look at stuffs from the past. But well,those are just memories.When i look at people now,and what they were in the past,sometimes I just feel that I suddenly don't know them.SO FAR,I think i'hv only met ONE that did not change.ya,she's still as good as ever.AND personally i feel that she's the only one thats perfect,although no one should be.LOL. THIS IS NOT EMO =.=just my thoughts,sudden ones.sound serious here right.not like me.The feeling of being doubt is really horrible.INNOCENCE?Don't bother about it.Trust can't be just built on the spot,its a prolonged thing,you know.If you really trust someone,you should try to trust in all circumstances.haiyo.I treated the person as a friend and someday,the person,because of a small thing,doubts you.HMM,I shall stop here.These few days too many thoughts just ran through.Its really sad being doubt,when you explain and still being doubted. PEOPLE ARE REALLY COMPLEX. +.+hahaha,went for CPR yesterday and tried it on little anne again.hoho,luckily I could make the "tud" sound come out,if not need to do push-up liao.lol...and on the way home,I was telling fiona that cao ge feels that as long as he finds true love,he doesn't mind being a gay.BUT THAT DOESN"T MEAN THAT HE'S ONE NOW.hai..sometimes I just can't help but feel that his views about life are very 伟大。I told fiona I didn't mind being a lesbian too,and she like xia dao.LOL!!but you might not know...=)school of witch craft at 8:02 PM